Up For Air
Long, cold winters and I don’t mix. It signals hibernation mode and all I want to do is curl up, bury my head, and wake when the cherry blossoms bloom. Even then, I didn’t feel much like writing. Instead, I buried myself in the vast storages of Youtube videos about everything from couponing to how to apply the perfect winged liner. Somehow seeing someone get $100 worth of stuff from CVS for $2 just captures my attention. I like a good bargain, so somehow this stuff just sucks me into the void.
This semester kept me quite busy too. (Don’t they all?) The name of the class was Advanced Revision, so I worked on improving everything I wrote last year. My goal was to write one short story a month, but I didn’t even come close. In fact, reading over all my lovely goals for this year, I realized that I haven’t achieved any of them. The year is not over yet, but so far I am off to a supremely crappy start.
Please note: If you’re goal is to not buy any books, DO NOT SIGN UP FOR A READING CLASS. That’s like swearing off sweets and then signing up for a desert making class.
What the heck was I thinking?
I’m in between semesters now, so I am bound and determined to finish something in these few short weeks. I only have two more classes to go before thesis, so I have to start getting my work together. Before I know it, it will be December. I’d better be ready WAY before that. Thesis is no joke. Everyone I know says that it is the hardest class, and I just want it to go smoothly. So planning, planning, and more planning. Then writing, writing, and more writing. Thank goodness my favorite TV shows will be in reruns. I know that is a distraction, but damn, I love THE GOOD WIFE. My Sunday is not complete without that show.
I also have to find some time to submit my stories. I got so wrapped up in the revision, I forgot to keep submitting. Constantly revising is such a temptation. But I need to force myself to keep going.
I want to bury my head, but I need to come up for air.
So my tiny, baby goals for this in-between-semester period will be finish one story, revise one story, and submit one story. If I do more, great, but I’m aiming low. Keep it simple and maybe I will move forward.